Here we are again.
How long did I think I could runaway this from problem?
I am scared. I know because my heart is thumping like a drum. I can almost feel my stomach churning. Almost, but not quite. Risky business looms large ahead of me, I thought I liked the risk, but it turns out I need certainty to ground me.
What will I do?
Thinking back I have never actually taken the road less travelled, though I thought I did. My decision here and now is frightening. It takes all of me to say yes, jump in the waters, submit myself to its blindness.
Perhaps this is my chance to make a splash in the world, to leave my mark. Which of the voices in my head will ring loudest? Do I thrust forward knowing the absolutely huge possibility of failure? Or do I jump while its safe, into the calm waters of stability.
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