my 100th...

One week has came and gone so swiftly looking back I cannot seem to pick out a single memorable event over the past week. Dissertation has brought me up and down places all while physically stagnant and often in the same position. There is not much confidence in what I have done and quite frankly, I think there is time but I somehow think there isn't time as well. I'm just not in any state to be making any thoughts. 

I really have no intentions of bogging anyone down with the weight of my dissertation, however it is literally all that runs through my mind every waking moment that there is no space left for me to think about anything, not to mention talk about anything else.

But since this is the 100th, and also since I find I rather enjoy taking a scroll through memory lane I shall attempt to paint a picture for my future self about my current state.

Note 1: I just bought things from Amazon that made me very happy. Granted 70% of it was paid for by a voucher, and that the items are very functional things. The first of them being my beautiful and super cute laptop case. I love it. period. I also got myself a Kindle case, because I can't stand scratches. The last thing I got was a USB, because after like 3 years of not having one, I decided fuck it its useful.

Note 2: You just got a new job. You are the student communications assistant. It pays well, but it has literally no working hours. You are both happy and disappointed about this. Happy because naturally most of your life is devoted to a very special project that you can't even bring yourself to mention. Disappointed because you'll still be broke most of the time.  But so far, its really quite awesome and please don't forget to thank God in church.

Note 3: You really want to buy a bento box from Amazon. You have also most certainly put on a lot of weight - dissertation weight. This is not an excuse, it really is a fact. The term has not ended, but you have decided to end this silliness right now and give yourself a two weeks fitness head start before easter holiday sets in. Hopefully, it WILL work this time. 

Note 4: in relation to the above, you are a fucking stress eater.

Note 5: No plans for easter whatsoever. Study? Not sure.... You are also very disturbed by your own lack of plans for the entire future ahead. WTF. Although you also find it quite cool...

Note 6: you have been sleeping early, and most importantly waking up early every single day. I am very impressed, and certainly hope that this continues. It is a good lifestyle.

I shall end this weird narration thing here. My life is literally very uninteresting right now. It is a robotic routine of sleeping before midnight and waking up at quarter to eight before heading to the library and wasting my life away there. 

Great.